Hello friends I know I have not been here for a very long time. Today I am witting to tell you that my focus has been on my mission trip that I will be going to. It is hard but totally worth it. God has opened so many doors and just has shown so much.

Anyways. What I want to tell you today is that you can support me and my group by  making the smallest donation of just 5 dollars. please don't hesitate. And may our Lord God almighty bless you.

WOW!
One rough end of the year for my family. First the car accident, now the shooting. But I am really thankful to the lord that He is really standing by our side. And really showing us today how greatfull we have to be and how ready we have to be to meet our heavenly Father.
No body knows the day or time when your life will come to an end. Or in what condition. Many times we hear about the older generation really needing to look at their life because its time for them to pass away. We don't hear about it for the younger generation or the youth. We have dreams and big goals. But when do we ask God to let His will be done?

I just want to say a few words of encouragement.

If you are different it doesn't matter- God made you that way,

If you are dressing more conservative than others, who cares- God wants that

If people are laughing at you and spitting at your face because of your faith to God- Thank the Lord because you are experiencing what He went through. 

And if you are not accepted by your friends- Who cares. 

Because their is only one that is truly going to accept you and that is our Father. 

He knows our pain, He sees our tears, and their is nothing better than getting to spend time with him. 

How ready are you to see your Heavenly Father?

Who's masterpiece are you?

Something we all should watch.... when I first saw this when 2 guys did it at the conference. It touched my heart. It spoke right through to me. And I hope that this may touch everyone's heart who sees this. Blessings. 

So, today was a very not so good day for me. But I am not going to give up... No matter what bad can happen in your day. Our almighty creator is always watching and wanting to help you out. 

And for that i got a song. Beautiful words.  

Have you ever felt so lazy that you didn't want to do anything no matter how much it needed to get done and how important it was.

I have. And that's what I feel like right now.

This morning I skipped my accounting class. I didn't do the homework. I looked at it and didn't understand it and so I didn't bother to get help. So when it was time to get up I told my mom that I am going for 2 pm because I have a mid term today.

I indeed do have a mid term for a different class. But it felt so good to skip the accounting class. So I am getting ready for the mid term and I feel like I can pass 100 percent but only with the help of our Lord. Because He is capable of doing anything that He wants. And nothing is up to us no matter what.

But I just wanted to write today because I want to encourage each and everyone. That no matter how much we feel that We have failed, no matter how much we feel that we are no good. God continues to believe in us. We have to believe and have faith.

FAITH IS...

... reliance on the certainty that God has a pattern for my life when everything seems meaningless

... remembering I am God's priceless treasure when I feel utterly useless

... depending on the fact that God is Love - not on my ability to figure out the why's in the midst of smashed hopes, reversal, and tragedy

... keeping on when I am dog tired, discouraged, disillusioned, deserted, dusty and dry and I cast on His strength alone

... realizing that I am useful to God, not in spite of my scars, but because of them

... confidence that God is acting for my highest good when He answers "No" to my prayers

... accepting the truth that, in spite of the wreckage and grief I've caused, God who has wiped the slate clean and delights in me

... recognizing that God is the Lord of time when my idea of timing doesn't agree with his

... not a vague hope of a happy here after but an assurance of Heaven based on my trust in Christ's death as payment for my sins

... remembering that, though my way is dark as night to me, God can see and guides me unerringly

... doing the right thing regardless of the consequences knowing God will turn the ultimate effect to good

... the conviction the Promiser keeps His promises.

SO, this morning on my way to work. I heard a beautiful song on the radio and it touched my heart. I can relate to it.

I was praying the other day, and I told God, " I failed you so much but your love for me still remains."

But the question still stays:

HOW MANY TIMES?

Since my summer ended early all I can do is remember the things I have done......

First time at my friends camp. and so far the best camp I have ever been to.....

Many friends made, A lot of new biblical openings, awsome games, time spent by the fire. I think that is what I call a summer well spent..

And being part of the commitee that put our youth camp together.......

All though it was not something that I was able to attend due to the accident. That is what I would call a Job well done. God has blessed Concord youth camp 2012.